I looked up at this sign in our kitchen and I smiled and even chuckled. Today was good day so far. I am awaken to the fact that for so long I have tried to make our marriage into the image I would like it to be instead of embracing what it is flaws and all. Does that make sense? I have not allowed my husband to just be him. I have wished for him to be my idea of the perfect spouse. I have hated those quirks that just make him him. I have tried to change him for years without

Yea, the title of this blog post may seem morbid depending on your perspective but it's the question stirring for me this week. Also, I am warning you I am uncertain the direction this post may take so you may want to buckle up for this ride. Special Note: Check out my song 'Pharisee' if you tend to walk on the judgmental side of life. I am determined to stay very real and very vulnerable with my audience. You may get a different side of me by the time this post is over. We s

It's New Years Eve and I just woke up from falling asleep on the couch trying to watch a movie and it's only 10 pm. I stepped in a puddle of dog pee just a bit ago and I thought to myself I want to remember tonight. So as I sit up at our island with one sock on and one sock off (because pee) I feel peace. This is something I long for on a regular basis. Yesterday morning I could barely push myself out of bed I felt such heavy oppression. It was everything I could do to smile